Monday, December 14

Heading Home for the Holidays

Well, I am heading home on Wednesday for my holiday break. I am pretty well packed already and extremely excited to go home. I took my Ed Psych final today and aced it (like there were many other options on such an easy test), and am preparing for my physics final on Wednesday morning. After Physics at eight (yuck), I have a Calculus final at 10 and a Discrete Structures final at 1. I'm not worried at all about Calc; Howard gives us a practice test that spells out exactly what will be on the test, and everything we've done so far has been fairly easy. I'm a little worried about Discrete, but most of the test is a review, and I'm not worried about the new stuff. In fact, the test should be a breeze if I study the one section that I had a little difficulty with before the last test. All in all, my Physics test is going to be by far my hardest test.

Where does that put my grades, one might ask? Well, currently I have an A for sure in Ed Psych, and unless I do something really stupid, and A in Calc and Discrete. I have an A currently in Physics, but that could change if I mess up the final enough, though I think I'll keep that A. The only class I'm honestly unsure of is English Composition 2. Last week the class ended when we finished revising our essays, of which we had to write two. I originally got an B on the first one and an A- on the second, and my professor said that it is impossible to get a worse grade. I did all of the other assignments as well, so I am sure that I'll have at least an A- for the semester. I'm hoping that I was able to pull that up to an A with the revisions. I put a lot more effort into that class than I put into most of my other classes this semester and I would like to see it pay off.

For now, though, I'm just bored. I have sheets in the washer, that I need to go move to the drier in a few minutes. I have to work tonight at six. Tomorrow I'm planning on going swimming in the morning to waste some time and destress before my Physics final. Otherwise, I have little left to do here in Mansfield before I leave on Wednesday directly after my last final exam. There are a few more things that need to be packed, like my computer and some clothes that I'll be washing tomorrow, but for the most part I'm ready to get the heck outta here. I've got a lot planned over the break, and my only wish is that I had some source of income. If anyone needs someone to shovel and salt their walk-/drive-ways, let me know. I'll gladly do it for a small fee. Otherwise, I'm thinking of selling some of my pokemon cards as a way to get rid of some old things that I don't need and possibly make some money in the process. How much do you think I can get for the entire original base set?

Well, I have to go switch over my laundry. I'll probably post again soon.

Later,
Joshua

Thursday, October 22

Mid-Terms are Due

Well, it's that time again, the middle of the semester. All of my professors are preparing to submit the grades for midterms, but I'm not really worried. To be honest, this semester has been extremely boring for me. I really enjoy Physics and Discrete Structures, but the work isn't difficult. The rest of my classes are not really enjoyable for me. I just go to them because I have to, and I really hate looking at classes like that.

For one, I really wish that calculus was a faster pace. If we were doing more, I'd probably really like that class, too, but as it goes, we're still working on partial derivatives and haven't even started anything fun yet. I really wish I had my professor from the last two semesters of calculus. Haner made the class fun and interesting, and kept a fairly decent pace. Howard (he likes us to call him Howard because his wife, also Dr. Iseri, works in the math department here as well), uses way too many examples and really assigns more work than necessary. We get homework every night, but none of it is anything more than busy work. The homework never helps reinforce the lesson in any way other than having more examples. Either way, I've been fairly annoyed with calculus, and though I try to have fun, find it difficult when I have yet to learn anything new.

Educational Psychology is even worse. I go to that class three times a week and wonder why I'm wasting my time there. The professor comes in and talks in circles for an hour, and I leave more confused than when I came in. I don't know what we're doing in the class, and I can't figure out what the point of the class is, either. I've sat in there for half a semester already, and still haven't found one thing worth committing to memory. I've taken a test and two quizzes, though, and aced them all, so I guess I'm "learning."

English Composition II is another story. Going to class is annoying because the class is built around debate and in class writing. Granted, this structure wouldn't be so bad, if the professor gave us more than five minutes to write and if the students that generally enter into the debates weren't the stubborn idiots that put forth an opinion with nothing to back it up and refuse to listen to reason. We just had our first essay handed back, and I got a C+, which is apparently decent for him. I found out today that just about everything I ever learned about grammar was pretty much a lie. I got an F on the grammar portion of the essay, though I thought I did fairly well. Either way, I had to do a paper about all of the grammar mistakes I made, looking up all of the mistakes in the grammar book we were given and giving a reason why I was wrong and writing the correction out. I think he does it for theatrics, to be honest. I looked around the class, and every single person had an F for grammar. It's just annoying that he's going to drag my grade down because I put a comma in where it may or may not have been used, but whatever.

Either way, my semester is really not difficult. There's a lot of work to be done, but mostly I'm just...existing. I really miss Megan, and I think I'm borderline depressed. I don't seem to have the same emotions that I usually do. I'm not sleeping well, and I'm tired all the time. I don't know how to describe it, but most of the time I go around just feeling blah. I don't want to do my work, or much of anything, really. I've been trying to work out regularly, which I think would help, but getting the will to go work out is really difficult. I don't know what else to do, really. Hopefully this will end next semester, but in the mean time, I'm just going to go on existing.

Sunday, September 27

A Few Weeks Late...

Well, I know that I had said I would catch up when I got back to school, so I guess I'm a few weeks late. I should have posted a while ago, and I'm sorry. If you forgive me, I'd like to update you on how I've been lately.

I have already finished four weeks of class. I was expecting most of my classes to be harder than they actually are. The only class I'm having any struggle with is General Physics II. Calculus III is really easy so far, and I'm not expecting it to get harder. English Composition II hasn't been difficult, but our first essay is coming up. Educational Psychology is a joke. Discrete Structures, which I was expecting to be a geometry kind of class, is actually a mathematical theory kind of class. Although I never really liked geometry, mathematical theory is right up my alley. In fact, Discrete Structures is my favorite course so far this semester. The work is difficult, but not so much that I can't enjoy it. I know that my abstract math theory class is my favorite, but oh well; I love math.

Otherwise, the semester has been fairly stressful, just like always. I have been working thirty hours a week, on top of twenty hours of class and homework. Unfortunately, that doesn't leave a whole lot of time for other things. I haven't been sleeping well, and I've been tired a lot lately. Megan and I have had a few disagreements, and though we've resolved them all, they add to my stress when they're happening. Still, I find time for fun and recreational reading, and I am honestly having a good time.

I suppose the real reason I never updated until now is that there has been nothing to talk about. There still isn't. I mean, I've just been going through the motions for the most part. Nothing very interesting has happened. I guess I just wanted to put something new on here because I am attempting to avoid doing my physics homework. Speaking of which, I have been having a lot of trouble with my physics homework as of late, and I have been looking for every reason to avoid it. Most of the concepts of electrostatics make sense to me, but a few of them still allude me. I am attempting to grasp the concept of an electric potential, and what exactly capacitance is a measure of. Also, a lot of the math has gotten extremely complex, such as vector integrals over a changing direction. I like the class, but the homework is very stressful, and the wording in the book does not make it any easier, so I've been avoiding it and putting it off.

Well, I suppose I should get to my physics homework. I'll update again when something new happens.

Later,
Joshua

Wednesday, August 19

Preparing for Year Two

So, my summer is nearly over. I have less than two weeks before class starts on August 31, and yet I have packed almost nothing.

I suppose that the reason I have yet to pack is that a huge part of me does not want to leave again. For the longest time, I thought that leaving would be easy. I thought that I had nothing to leave behind, but man was I wrong. I have so much to miss when I go to school, that if it weren't for the fact that I love my school as much as I do, I would be looking for a new place to go for my second year. Either way, I was in a lot more pain than I expected last year when I left, and that is fueling my procrastination, and making it harder for me to prepare myself for school.

I suppose I should get online and order my books tomorrow. I also need to start packing and figure out what I will need to buy for my room this year. I started a list, but it still needs some work. A visit to my Grandma Speicher is in order as well: she has some school supplies for me if I want them, and I won't begrudge free stuff.

Yesterday my boss from Manser called me to ask when I could start working. It was kind of a wake up call. I am very happy that I have a job waiting for me. I left the Hot Dog Shoppe in early June, thinking that I had a job secured, but I was rejected because I was leaving after the summer. I put in a few more applications, and even had another interview, but I wasn't able to find another job for the last two months of summer. I found some work with Bacorn Inc., a construction company owned by the father of my sister's boy friend. However, after a few weeks of work, they ran out of things for me to do with my limited skills. So, for the past three weeks, I have been without work.

I've been a little down lately, and I have been trying to keep active, but I have been sleeping too much and staying up too late and doing too little around the house. This, I believe, is yet another reason why I haven't packed.

Either way, tomorrow, I hope, will be different. I have been putting off mowing the lawn at my dad's house to hang with Megan and because of rain, and it needs mowed badly. After mowing the lawn, I need to go to the bank and find out why I haven't gotten a statement all summer. Megan also wants to go to the mall tomorrow, and I need to do a bit of shopping for my dorm. I doubt I will have time to start packing tomorrow, but I will definitely get it done this weekend.

Still, as class approaches, I am getting excited to go back. I do miss my friends, and I do truly enjoy my classes. My next post will be from Mansfield. By the way, I am sorry that I haven't posted much this summer, but I haven't had much of an urge to get online. I haven't written much this summer, either. I hope that I'll be able to write again soon. Talk to you again in Mansfield.

Later,
Joshua

Thursday, May 21

Finally Summer

Well, I have been home for a few weeks now, and summer has been going pretty well for me. I have been working a lot at the Hot Dog Shoppe again, but I have found some time to do a lot of work at home. There is not a lot about work that I would like to talk about, but there is plenty I have been up to since coming home.

The thing I'm most excited about is that I've helped to start a garden at my Mom's house. My Mom found some area behind our garage that looks like it was a garden at one point, and she and Jeff weeded the spot for a better look. When I came home, I found myself with a little bit of extra cash and decided that I wanted to start a garden. Mom was excited about the idea, and off to The Home Depot we went. After quite a while, we selected quite a few starter plants that we wanted to grow.

After a slight misunderstanding with my debit card, I wrote a check and we brought the plants home. I have been very happy to spend time in the garden almost every day since then. In fact, the next day I went to Wal-mart with Megan and purchased a few more starter plants as well as a few packages of seeds. I bought a planter and soil, and planted some herbs as well. Megan's father, Allen, also gave me some beans to plant, so I found some room in another planter lying around and placed them there. All in all, I am really liking this gardening thing.

Yesterday, when I went to water the garden, I noticed that there were quite a few weeds that needed to come out. I spent the next hour pulling weeds, and in the process I found that all six of radish plants, which I had planted from seeds, have sprouted. I also found today that it looks like at least two of the cucumber plants that I planted from seeds have sprouted. The onion bulbs we planted are doing very well too. In fact, with the exception of the lettuce heads I planted and the strawberry bulbs that Brittany planted, it appears that every plant in the garden is doing very well. None of the herbs or beans have sprouted yet, but I am hoping that they will soon.

I've also mowed the lawn at both houses at least once, which is a lot more work than I realized. I suppose I'll get better at it with more practice, but my dad always made it look a lot easier than what I experienced.

I have really been getting into the Penguins' games lately. I started listening to the games back in December on 105.9, The X, when I was home for break, and that really got my interested. Since the Pens have gotten into the playoffs, I have been watching the games on TV. In fact, I am watching Game 2 of the Pens v. Hurricanes playoff series. We just took the lead again, 4-3. Go Pens!!

Otherwise, I am still trying to get settled in. I have been staying up too late, and as a result not being able to get up when I should. I have not finished unpacking yet. In fact, I have been unpacking slowly but surely, finding things when I need them. However, I really need to finish cleaning the bedroom upstairs, because I do not have enough room in the downstairs room that I have to share. I need my own place to keep my stuff that is not the floor of my father's bedroom. I also need to find a dresser so that I can put my clothes away. Currently they are either sitting atop Ollie's kennel or in a basket on the floor next to the kennel.

I did, however, get all of my books unpacked. I was unable to fill the giant bookcase that my mother bought me for my birthday last year. I built it over winter break, and have been slowly putting all of my books into it. I finally brought them all home and got them all in, but I only used three and a half of the five shelves.

I suppose I should get moving. I am supposed to get all of the boxes out of the bedroom upstairs and hopefully find a mattress to sleep on, and sleep up there tonight. I'll try to check back in soon. Later.

Tuesday, April 14

End Game

Well, the spring semester is nearly over. Currently, I have a 4.0, but I still have plenty of room for error. I cannot say that I can screw up my classes so horribly that I end with anything lower than a B in all of them, but I can still significantly reduce my GPA. Not that I think I will. I am not worried about any of my classes, except for Physics. We still have another test, then a final exam to worry about. However, I think I can scrape out an A somehow.

Otherwise, I only have a lot of work ahead of me. I am behind on all of my homework because I went home this past weekend for Easter and did not finish anything while I was there. On top of all of that, I have to finish creating a ten minute presentation for my Personal Development class and write a six page paper for Humanities. I also have to finish the reading for Psychology and write another two page paper for that before the final exam. This Friday is a final test in Calculus before the final, and even though I am not too worried about it, I know I need to study a bit more before then.

I am a little excited for the end of the semester, but, once again I must not allow myself to become over-excited, or I will not be able to focus. Still, I am very ready for summer, and I cannot wait to be home for a few months.

As I mentioned, I was home this weekend for Easter, and what a weekend it was. On Friday, I went on a date with Megan. We went to dinner, stopped at Borders, and then went to see Fast and Furious. The movie was fantastic, and I highly recommend it to everyone. Saturday was hectic as well, as I had an eye appointment, and attempted to do laundry as well as my homework, and failed to finish either. On Sunday I celebrated Easter, which was the most hectic part of the entire weekend.

I was awakened on Sunday by Ollie, who was jumping on me and licking me as soon as he wanted to go outside. I took him out, then hopped in the shower. Beth called and asked for a ride to Mom's house, so I had to rush out of the house to go and get Beth, then head over to Megan's house to pick her up as well. From Megan's house we all went back to Mom's house for breakfast, where I spent some time with my grandmother and great aunt Stephie. Breakfast was great, and after breakfast we had an egg hunt. Danny and Gianna were supposed to be finding eggs, but Gianna left with Brittany to go to Brittany's mother's house, and so Danny was left to find eggs alone. Instead of making him the only one to search for eggs, I was given the task of hiding eggs for Kali to find. That was fun, as I hid Kali's eggs in very difficult positions, and she had a difficult time finding them.

After the egg hunt, Megan and I returned to her house with Ollie to finish icing her cake and start getting dinner ready at her house. I was invited to eat with her family the day before, and I was hard pressed to decline the offer. However, Ollie was not getting along with Oscar, so I had to take Ollie home. When we returned, we finished setting the table and awaited the rest of the guests. Dinner was fantastic, but I had eaten so much by the time I was done that I felt as though I was going to be sick. Still, I found room in my stomach for a piece of Megan's cake, then I went home and finished packing. I left very late because of dinner. I did not get on the road until nearly seven that night, and did not get back to school until midnight.

Even though the weekend went by too quickly, I am excited that I get to return home again on May 1. My mother is coming up to help me drive all of my belongings home, and she is bringing Megan up with her. I am going to give them a tour of the campus and spend a nice five hour drive with Megan on the way home. I cannot wait.

Well, I guess I have to buckle down and get some work done. My next post will probably be from Beaver Falls after I've finished this semester!

Friday, March 20

The Honor Class

For the past three days, my friend Trae has been visiting me. He was on spring break this week, and we have not seen each other since summer camp, so he drove to Mansfield to see me. On Wednesday he arrived around one thirty in the afternoon, and he did not leave until about the same time today.

I was very happy to see Trae again. He is one of the best friends I made at camp, and although we have not seen each other since last August, we have kept in touch through email and Facebook. For me, Trae is very much like the sickly brother I never had. He has quite a few health problems, but I admire him because of his ability to take it all in stride. He makes jokes about his problems and does his best to live normally instead of just breaking down. I have never met a stronger individual in my life, and I doubt if I will meet many more people with the intrinsic drive that Trae possesses.

Although I was not able to spend as much time as I would have liked to with Trae, we still had a good time together. We made jokes at other people's expenses, caught up on what we've missed, and spent some time talking about life in general. I had wanted to show him around my campus, but my work schedule was overloaded this week (of course I would have extra hours on the one week that I don't want them), and I was also overloaded with homework. Still, Trae showed himself around the campus while I was working or at class. I made sure he did not have to pay for food, but unfortunately there are not many places to park without a permit, and Trae got a parking ticket. He justified that the ticket was not nearly as much as he was expecting to pay for food, so he would not let me pay for the ticket.

He was pretty funny, too. We reminisced about summer camp experiences and related college experiences. He always seemed to have a joke ready to lighten the mood. On the drive down to Williamsport and back, Trae was a constant conversant, which is something I really enjoy while I'm driving. He was also quick to make fun of me when I missed the exit, not just once, but twice.

Today he had to say good bye, but not before giving me something. He handed me a white booklet from the OA Family Banquet, and told me to look inside. (For all of those that do not know, the OA, or the Order of the Arrow, is an honor group within the Boy Scouts of America. The Family Banquet is a night when our entire Lodge gathers to eat and award its members.) I was unable to attend the Banquet due to money problems and also a scheduling conflict, so I thought that Trae wanted to show me something that had happened during the Banquet. Inside the booklet where two envelopes, each containing a different lodge flap. (A lodge flap is a patch that identifies the lodge of the wearer. Each lodge has many different flaps for different occasions.) The first flap was the one I would have received if I had been at the Banquet, and the second was a kind of award because it contained "Team Enda '08," which is the mark of the actor. I knew I would be receiving that one because I was a part of quite a few ceremonies last year. I was about to close the booklet when he told me not to. He told me to read the page where the envelopes were placed, and I noticed that a friend and fellow Freedom Staff member Greg was accepted into the Vigil class of 2009.

I was excited for Greg, and expressed my gratitude towards Trae for showing me that information. However, as I was about to close the booklet again, Trae told me to stop and turn the page. My name appeared on the next page with a full biography, just as Greg's had, and I was speechless. Of all people, I never thought that I would stand a chance to earn my Vigil Honor, and now the chance has been presented to me. I was selected by the lodge committee, and I must now complete an ordeal of sorts to obtain the Vigil Honor. Still, I am having difficulty accepting that I am a member of the Vigil class of 2009.

I will be undergoing my trial at Heritage Reservation during the weekend of May 15 through May 17. I am not entirely sure what I must do, but I intend to prevail. Wish me luck.

Tuesday, March 17

A Few Spare Minutes

Well, I have a few minutes to spare and decided that writing a new post wouldn't be a bad idea. Megan having a blog gives me a greater incentive to post; whenever she posts I feel as if I am obligated to do so as well. (Plus I really actually enjoy this once I get started. It's like exercising; I think it's going to be really difficult and painful, but in the end I feel really good.)

Either way, I just figured I'd give my "avid readers" a quick update:

For starters, spring break was February 25 through March 8, and it was a lot of fun. I went home, spent time with Megan, avoided all of my homework, got a new phone, and otherwise spent all of my money. I'm broke now, but at least it was worth it.

Megan had class that week, and, like everything else, the timing of her spring break was just "perfect." She started break on March 9. Of course. At least she got her new job and left the Hot Dog Shoppe. She was miserable at the Hot Dog Shoppe and now she seems much happier.

Speaking of the Hot Dog Shoppe, I worked there over break, and it was pretty easy compared to what I'm used to. Still, there was a lot going on and the stress level in the kitchen was constantly at a high.

Well, I came home on the eighth and started class again on the ninth. I've had nothing major going on except we took an exam in physics, which I quite literally aced. I received a score of 180, which is the total number of points available. The test, however, is taken out of 150 because it is so difficult. That's a big plus for me. We have an exam coming up in calculus on Friday, but I feel very prepared for it.

Speaking of calculus, last night I stumbled upon an integral and I have no idea how to do it. If anyone knows how to solve the integral of (sinx/x)dx, please let me know. Otherwise, I'm going to ask my professor when I see him.

Well, I ran out of time long before I ran out of things to say. Maybe when I have more time I'll post again, but probably not for another few weeks. Besides what I mentioned above, nothing interesting has been going on. I'll try to keep you updated when things happen.

Friday, February 20

Extensible Extensions

So, lately I've been teaching myself more about Web design, and one of the biggest things that I've been trying to learn is XML. The reason I've been trying to teach myself XML is because it is the parent language to XHTML, which will soon replace HTML as the basic web page designing language.

XML, however, is more than just a language to create web pages. XML is a language that allows code writers to develop their own "tags" (technically called elements) to better define the content within the page. These elements can then be defined within an XSL document to change the format of the elements. The really nifty thing about XSL is its ability to "transform" one XML document into a multitude of different XML vocabularies, like XHTML.

Anyhow, for the past few weeks, in my fleeting spare time, I have been studying XML and how to use it to my advantage. I have only made two XML pages, and each has its own XSL style sheet to go along with it, but I am well on my way to better understanding basic XML. I would like to learn a little more, however, and will hopefully have time to learn more this summer.

The neatest thing that I've come into contact with has to be XForms. XForms are a new type of Web forms meant to replace basic HTML forms, which are out of date and difficult to manage without knowing JavaScript. As I do not know much about JavaScript, the idea of being able to use a form without knowing JavaScript intrigued me. I am hoping to learn more about JavaScript this summer, but as of now my knowledge is slim. Either way, I have been tinkering with XForms a little lately, and even though they first upset me because they did not seem to make sense, I quickly found my error and have been attempting to learn more. The problems currently are numerous: XForms are not supported on IE7, so I had to download Firefox; XForms are very new, so finding examples is very difficult; and finally, the only good source of information of XForms is the World Wide Web Consortium, but the language used on the site is impossibly technical and difficult to read. Needless to say, as of right now, my knowledge of XForms is so slim that I do not even know enough to post anything online yet.

Otherwise, my life has been fairly ordinary lately. Besides missing Megan way too much, school has been progressing on a much more normal basis. I'm sleeping again, though still not as much as I should be. I'm finally getting back on my feet financially, and I think that I should be able to stop saying I'm broke by this time next month.

I come home for spring break on February 25, and I will very much enjoy the much needed break.

Well, once again, I was unable to be brief, but I am finally finished talking.

Later,
Joshua

Tuesday, February 10

The Proposal

So, this past weekend I went home to celebrate mine and Megan's first year anniversary. Although I did not want to leave on Sunday, which really ruined my day, the rest of the weekend was amazing.

For starters, I missed her so much that on Friday I wanted to do something nice for her, so I bought an orange Crush for her and was going to put it into a bouquet of red and yellow and orange roses. The reason for this is that orange is her favorite color, yellow and red come next, and she loves roses. I bought the Crush because of its name, and I wrote "I've got a" above "Crush" and "on you" below it. However, I ran into a few problems. First of all, I could not find a bouquet with red, yellow, and orange roses at the last minute. I was thinking of getting a small bouquet in each color and combining them, but there was only one size orange bouquet, a dozen roses, and there were no fully yellow bouquets. I ended up simply buying a dozen red roses. The other problem was that I forgot the Crush at my mother's house, so in the end I only gave her the roses.

Then I spent the rest of the day with her, watching movies and going out for dinner and finally ending at an improv show done by The Cellar Dwellers, which was very funny. When I finally took her home I did not want to leave, but I left and spent the night getting everything ready for the next day, which was THE day.

I suppose a bit of back story is necessary. I have been avoiding posting about this so that Megan did not find out, but for months I have been considering proposing to Megan. After spending December with her, I knew for a fact that I wanted to, so I started trying to figure out what kind of ring to get her and what her ring size is. It was not until the day that I went home in January for Megan's birthday that I realized how badly I wanted to propose to her. Megan was more to me than just my girl friend, but when I talked about her I had to call her that because I had nothing else to call her. I wanted something else, something more. Also, after going home to see her, I realized that I wanted her to be mine in the greatest way possible, which right now is to be my fiance. I spoke to my mother on the drive back to Mansfield in January, and I decided that since I had some extra money I would get the ring and set a date for when I was to propose. The date I had in mind was Saturday, February 7.

I had done everything to prepare for Saturday. I had talked to my parents about proposing. I had asked her parents' permission. I had planned exactly what I wanted to say and how I was going to go about surprising her. I knew exactly what I wanted to do, even down to how I was going to hide a camera so that I could record the entire thing. Unfortunately, I hid the camera a little too well, and it recorded nothing but forty five minutes of the glove that I accidentally covered the lens with. Still, I had lost a lot of sleep in the weeks between the time I purchased the ring and the day of the proposal, and everything had to be perfect.

Saturday did not go exactly as I had expected, at least before dinner. We had a lot of fun on Saturday. Megan and I worked on her blog before getting the dogs and going to Petsmart. On the way to Petsmart I stopped and got a license for Ollie. Then Ollie and Oscar got to walk around in Petsmart, and we picked out a new toy for each of them. We were also going to get their nails trimmed, but they appeared a little busy and we had not made reservations so we were hesitant to see if they did walk-ins. Either way, the first toy that Megan picked for Oscar she ended up putting back, but Ollie saw her grab it and put it down, and he went and attacked it. I ended up buying him two toys because he chewed that one up before we left the aisle and I had already decided to get him the other toy.

After leaving Petsmart, Megan and I returned Oscar to her house, then went to my mom's house to watch a few movies and just spend some time alone. I really needed that time with her; I don't get to spend time truly alone with Megan very often. We ended up watching the last forty minutes or so of Ultraviolet and most of another movie that I can't even remember now. Either way, at some point I decided that we needed to go to Walmart and get what we needed to start dinner, so we left and went for supplies. After a quick stop at Megan's for a recipie and a change of pants (Megan "fell" in the snow, a.k.a. we were playing and I pushed her), we sped over to Walmart for the supplies necessary to make chicken salad.

We then headed back to my mom's house, now empty save us two and Ollie, and preceded to make a delicious chicken salad. Megan did an amazing job with the chicken, and it was probably some of the best fried chicken I've had in my entire life. While we were setting the table and putting the perishables away, I kept sending Megan over to the second kitchen not only because there was no room in the first refridgerator, but also because I was trying to set up the camera and get the ring into my pocket. Finally we sat down and had dinner, which was delectible, and after we finished I cleaned the table. I then offered ice cream to Megan, which was key to my plot to surprise her with the ring. She was pretty full, though, so she wanted to share a bowl. Of course, she also wanted to help me make it. I had to argue with her, telling her at first that I wanted to take care of her, then finally tell her to sit down and shut up because I'm going to serve her. I couldn't believe it, but that worked, and she sat.

I placed the ring box under the bowl of ice cream, and I walked over to her with the bowl in my hand. I handed her the bowl, and when she took it, she spotted the ring box. I dropped to one knee and opened the box, then asked her to marry me. She was dumbstruck. Before that moment I had never seen Megan speechless. She started to cry, but the tears never touched her cheeks. At first all she could do was smile and nod, and finally she said yes, of course. I placed the ring on her finger, and my girl friend became my fiance. Honestly, I have never been more happy about a single event in my entire life. I love Megan with all of my being and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I am elated that she said yes.

Either way, Megan also posted about this event. I figured you'd like to hear her side of the story. I would also like to note that she said the ring is the most beautiful ring ever, but she failed to provide a picture of it. I currently only have the image from the jeweler's website, but the ring is just as amazing in person as it is in this picture according to Megan, her mom, my mom, and a lot of other people. Here are the pictures that I have:


Once again, I apologize for the length of this post.

Later,
Joshua

Monday, February 2

The Busy Bee

So, I've been rather busy lately. Last week I once again pushed a great deal of my homework to the weekend because I spent three nights working until midnight, and after work I did not want to stay up and do homework. Well, then on Thursday I won a gift card to the campus bookstore for the third highest GPA in the sophomore class. First of all, that threw me off because I thought I was a freshman, but apparently after twenty four credits the university considers you a sophomore, and I have thirty four. Either way, I was elated, and went to the book store on Friday to take advantage of the spirit sale, which takes twenty percent off all MU Logo items.

However, once I arrived at the book store, I could not decide what I wanted to buy. I was thinking of buying a scarf and a new coffee mug, or a new blanket, a new hat and t-shirt, or a new hoodie. None of these options really appealed to me, so I went to look at the books. I was thinking of teaching myself JavaScript this summer, so I figured I might grab a JavaScript book if there was one in stock. I quickly located the HTML for Dummies book, but I could not find one on JavaScript. However, right next to HTML for Dummies book was a book simply titled XHTML. I was confused and intrigued. I before then I had seen HTML and XML, but never XHTML.

Well, as I had guessed, XHTML is a combination of HTML and XML, however, it is a bit more complicated than that. In all actuality, XHTML is an XML vocabulary that uses the HTML tags as its markup elements. Either way, I read a little of the introduction to the book and decided to make it my purchase. I spent all day Friday reading it, and then started reformatting my site into XHTML on Saturday night. By 2:00AM I had nearly finished converting half of joshlaughlin.com from HTML to XHTML, and I started again yesterday once I finished all of the homework I had been putting off.

As of now, the entirety of joshlaughlin.com, including this blog and the reality of the situation, have been converted to XHTML.

When I find some free time I am going to use the book to help me learn more about dXHTML, or dynamic XHTML. I would like to make my site more dynamic and user friendly, and hopefully attract some more viewers.

Either way, I failed at trying to be more concise, sorry. I hope you check out my site and try to spot the differences. They're very minute, but I did fix a lot of errors in my code and a few broken links. Keep on the watch for new additions because I'm really in the web design mood lately.

Later,
Joshua

Wednesday, January 28

Snow Days

Well, one of my classes was cancelled today, but not all of them. Either way, that gives me three hours with nothing to do but work on my homework, which I'm nearly done with, and play around on the internet.

Last night I got a message from my dad on Facebook about a website called WebValuer. He said that he found it and typed in joshlaughlin.com, and guess what? My site is worth 322.50! If I sold joshlaughlin.com right now, which I'm not apt to do, I would be able to make a quick three hundred dollars.

Either way, that got me thinking: how else can I make money on this site that I'm paying each year to upkeep? I decided to look into ways to advertise on my site so that I can actually make bring money in since I'm paying for the website.

I was pretty excited to hear that joshlaughlin.com, which is a newer site and made by me, an amatuer at web design at best, is valued higher than Laughlinsinpa.com, my dad's web site. In fact, laughlinsinpa.com did not even show up with a value!

Either way, I spent a lot of time last night bringing my web site up to speed so that it would look better and be more likely to be approved when the advertising companies look at it to decide if I can advertise on my site. In fact, I was up until after three working, and didn't fall asleep until nearly four. I woke up today just in time to get dressed, pour a cup of coffee, and run out the door for physics.

Speaking of coffee, I'm quite literally running off of coffee right now. I've had three cups, and without it I think I'd be dead asleep. I'm going to crash tonight. Early bed time for Josh.

Hm, did I mention yet that I got a 4.0 GPA last semester? I was very excited, and I dove right into my classes this semester, just to get out of the water right away and go home for Megan's birthday on January 18. I put myself really behind on my homework, and it took me the rest of last week to catch up. The good news is, though, that I'm basically caught up now, so I'm not as stressed. However, this week has been stressful in that I've been unable to get a good night's sleep and have been getting up late. Then I feel rushed, which is when I start forgetting things. I've locked myself out of my room twice already this week, and I missed lunch on Monday because of it. My meal card is attached to my keys, which I left in my room, and without it or them I could not eat. Darn.

Either way, I know it's been awhile since I last posted, but, honestly this time, I think I'm going to get back into this for a little while. I've got a little bit more free time this semester and I should be able to post at least once a week. The stories may not be that interesting, but who knows? Cool things happen to me all the time that I never report.

Welp, that's all I got. Thanks.

Later,
Joshua